What's going thru your head right now??

Anysound wrote:

Well, one night she was just suddenly (literally out of nowhere) on the ground screaming and crying, in the worst pain she's ever experienced. She couldn't move or barely speak and it was really scary, seeing her in that much pain and having no idea what to do. After many tests and misdiagnoses (and days of her being completely out of it) they finally told us she had pancreatitis and pneumonia. She was treated and now, after almost two weeks, she's out of hospital and is much better (she got discharged yesterday).
Thank you for your well wishes and I'm sorry to hear about your little cousin; seeing all the children in the kids' ward is so sad. They're so little and helpless. I hope she is okay.

Well, I'm glad to hear that she's better now And yes, illness with children is horrible, but luckily she's okay now and tomorrow she'll be back home

Anysound wrote:

That sucks. I hope they understand it from your point of view soon enough; after all, it's your life and your decision. Oh and you are not a "good for nothing".

Thanks I hope they understand as well

PS. Yeees Elena you deserve all the support and love from us because you're a very nice person and you always care for everybody

Anysound wrote:

Oh and a general message to everyone: Thank you so much for your continued and unbridled support of /care for me. It seems no matter where this forum moves or who is here, you're all completely lovely all the time and have the best of advice and understanding. I really don't deserve it, but I'm thankful for it every day and it means a lot to me.

Hey elena I'm glad your sister got well!

Bekkkka wrote:

Sooo thankful that Amy is better now Does she have lots of follow ups to do? Or was the infirmity a one time thing?
And you deserve every bit of love available in the world

Awh, thank you. She had a check up appointment with her doctor today, everything is fine so far!

Thinkhappythoughts67 wrote:

Well, I'm glad to hear that she's better now And yes, illness with children is horrible, but luckily she's okay now and tomorrow she'll be back home

Thanks I hope they understand as well

PS. Yeees Elena you deserve all the support and love from us because you're a very nice person and you always care for everybody

That's good, I'm really glad to hear it.

I'm sure they will, even if it takes some time. Stay strong.

And awh, thank youu, you're so sweet.

FindAWayOut wrote:

Hey elena I'm glad your sister got well!

Thanks, Ben.

Suzy wrote:

Wow, that is a massive truck, Suzy! Is your moving all done now? (Besides all the unpacking which I imagine will seemingly take years )

I'm playing an acoustic show tonight. Quite excited about it, to be honest. There's loads of my mates that are going, so I reckon it's going to be a pretty mad one. No doubt it'll get messy. It always does. Fucking pumped for this now!

omgwtf wrote:

I'm playing an acoustic show tonight. Quite excited about it, to be honest. There's loads of my mates that are going, so I reckon it's going to be a pretty mad one. No doubt it'll get messy. It always does. Fucking pumped for this now!

That sounds awesome!!
Good luck!

Anysound wrote:

Bekkkka wrote:

Sooo thankful that Amy is better now Does she have lots of follow ups to do? Or was the infirmity a one time thing?
And you deserve every bit of love available in the world

Awh, thank you. She had a check up appointment with her doctor today, everything is fine so far!

Thinkhappythoughts67 wrote:

Well, I'm glad to hear that she's better now And yes, illness with children is horrible, but luckily she's okay now and tomorrow she'll be back home

Thanks I hope they understand as well

PS. Yeees Elena you deserve all the support and love from us because you're a very nice person and you always care for everybody

That's good, I'm really glad to hear it.

I'm sure they will, even if it takes some time. Stay strong.

And awh, thank youu, you're so sweet.

FindAWayOut wrote:

Hey elena I'm glad your sister got well!

Thanks, Ben.

Suzy wrote:

Wow, that is a massive truck, Suzy! Is your moving all done now? (Besides all the unpacking which I imagine will seemingly take years )

Yay! So glad she is better! And you are on holiday

hahaha, I moved like 6 years ago....still not completely unpacked

Bekkkka wrote:

Anysound wrote:

Bekkkka wrote:

Sooo thankful that Amy is better now Does she have lots of follow ups to do? Or was the infirmity a one time thing?
And you deserve every bit of love available in the world

Awh, thank you. She had a check up appointment with her doctor today, everything is fine so far!

Thinkhappythoughts67 wrote:

Well, I'm glad to hear that she's better now And yes, illness with children is horrible, but luckily she's okay now and tomorrow she'll be back home

Thanks I hope they understand as well

PS. Yeees Elena you deserve all the support and love from us because you're a very nice person and you always care for everybody

That's good, I'm really glad to hear it.

I'm sure they will, even if it takes some time. Stay strong.

And awh, thank youu, you're so sweet.

FindAWayOut wrote:

Hey elena I'm glad your sister got well!

Thanks, Ben.

Suzy wrote:

Wow, that is a massive truck, Suzy! Is your moving all done now? (Besides all the unpacking which I imagine will seemingly take years )

Yay! So glad she is better! And you are on holiday

hahaha, I moved like 6 years ago....still not completely unpacked

I should have been more clear - This was a neighbor moving. From here to Illinois. I was not the one moving thankfully. But it was quite a site to see them maneuver that around the small street with a curve. Back and forth, again and again. Too long and boring to film... They finally got going enough to tape.

kurt donald cobain 1967-1994

Bekkkka wrote:

Yay! So glad she is better! And you are on holiday

hahaha, I moved like 6 years ago....still not completely unpacked

Thanks.

And hahaha, that's hilarious. Also, strange, I moved into this house about 6 years ago, too.

omgwtf wrote:

I'm playing an acoustic show tonight. Quite excited about it, to be honest. There's loads of my mates that are going, so I reckon it's going to be a pretty mad one. No doubt it'll get messy. It always does. Fucking pumped for this now!

Wow, that's awesome! Have fuun!

Suzy wrote:

I should have been more clear - This was a neighbor moving. From here to Illinois. I was not the one moving thankfully. But it was quite a site to see them maneuver that around the small street with a curve. Back and forth, again and again. Too long and boring to film... They finally got going enough to tape.

Ohhh okay. Sorry! But haha yeah I can imagine it must've taken some time.

While rushing around with my life yesterday, I got a call.

My Aunt from PA was trying to reach my Aunt and Uncle that live near us. Do I know where they are? ...

Bad news. My Uncle's 18 year old son is dead. Story is he hung himself.

No one else could reach my Uncle, so it was left for me to deliver the devastating news.

Ugh!

No more words to say right now.

Bekkkka wrote:

That sounds awesome!!
Good luck!

Thank you. It turned out to be really good in the end. I went down really well, so that was nice. I was also chatting up some bird for most of the night and then at the end, she told me she was 18. Brutal stuff. Back to the drawing board.

Suzy wrote:

While rushing around with my life yesterday, I got a call.

My Aunt from PA was trying to reach my Aunt and Uncle that live near us. Do I know where they are? ...

Bad news. My Uncle's 18 year old son is dead. Story is he hung himself.

No one else could reach my Uncle, so it was left for me to deliver the devastating news.

Ugh!

No more words to say right now.

My apologies, Suzy. I hope you're alright. For what it's worth, he's in a better place now.

omgwtf wrote:

Suzy wrote:

While rushing around with my life yesterday, I got a call.

My Aunt from PA was trying to reach my Aunt and Uncle that live near us. Do I know where they are? ...

Bad news. My Uncle's 18 year old son is dead. Story is he hung himself.

No one else could reach my Uncle, so it was left for me to deliver the devastating news.

Ugh!

No more words to say right now.

My apologies, Suzy. I hope you're alright. For what it's worth, he's in a better place now.

It is a loss the cannot be repaired.

Today, a jet has crashed into some nearby apartments, setting them on fire. Here is the link.. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/04/06/navy-f-18-crash_n_1408536.html?icid=maing-grid7%7Cmain5%7Cdl1%7Csec1_lnk3%26pLid%3D149832

quote"Pat Kavanaugh told CNN he found one of the ejected pilots in the wreckage.


The pilot was still strapped in his seat with a parachute attached and Mr Kavanuagh and others moved the pilot away from the flames.

He said the pilot told him, "I'm so sorry I crashed into your building."

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-17640618

Bruce Nedelka, the Virginia Beach EMS division chief, said that witnesses saw fuel being dumped from the jet before it went down, and that fuel was found on buildings and vehicles in the area.

omgwtf wrote:

Bekkkka wrote:

That sounds awesome!!
Good luck!

Thank you. It turned out to be really good in the end. I went down really well, so that was nice. I was also chatting up some bird for most of the night and then at the end, she told me she was 18. Brutal stuff. Back to the drawing board.

Suzy wrote:

While rushing around with my life yesterday, I got a call.

My Aunt from PA was trying to reach my Aunt and Uncle that live near us. Do I know where they are? ...

Bad news. My Uncle's 18 year old son is dead. Story is he hung himself.

No one else could reach my Uncle, so it was left for me to deliver the devastating news.

Ugh!

No more words to say right now.

My apologies, Suzy. I hope you're alright. For what it's worth, he's in a better place now.

Yay! Congrats!

Love has no age? I am only 17 and David Gilmour is 60something! I can dream




I am so sorry to hear that Suzy. Focus on the good memories! Hopefully he has moved on to a place where he can find contentedness.

Suzy wrote:

While rushing around with my life yesterday, I got a call.

My Aunt from PA was trying to reach my Aunt and Uncle that live near us. Do I know where they are? ...

Bad news. My Uncle's 18 year old son is dead. Story is he hung himself.

No one else could reach my Uncle, so it was left for me to deliver the devastating news.

Ugh!

No more words to say right now.

Oh my god, Suzy, that is such horrible news. I can't even begin to imagine what a horrible time this is for you and your family right now. Knowing you, I'm sure you will cope with this hardship and spread your strength and love to those around you. I wish I could do something to help, but all I can do is send you virtual hugs and best wishes from Australia.

I just got back from my friend's birthday night out and dear me, I'm very drunk. Smoked a joint when I came home though, so now I'm kind of in between being really drunk and really stoned. I whipped a bit of Godspeed You! Black Emperor on as well, haha. What a shout. Anyway, I turned up to a party and the girl who I quite like ended up being there, so that was a nice surprise for me. She has a boyfriend, so I haven't tried anything on with her because that's really not my scene, but in fairness, I'd ruin her. I really would. Nonetheless, I sit here alone, but, for what it's worth, right now, I'd just about give anything to have her here next to me. I'd like to hold her until her scars no longer remained. I'd like to let her forget about her troubles and her worries, but in this world, it's not possible. These days, everything seems impossible. There is nothing. There is nothing.

/drunkrank.

Drunk posts ftw.

omgwtf wrote:

I just got back from my friend's birthday night out and dear me, I'm very drunk. Smoked a joint when I came home though, so now I'm kind of in between being really drunk and really stoned. I whipped a bit of Godspeed You! Black Emperor on as well, haha. What a shout. Anyway, I turned up to a party and the girl who I quite like ended up being there, so that was a nice surprise for me. She has a boyfriend, so I haven't tried anything on with her because that's really not my scene, but in fairness, I'd ruin her. I really would. Nonetheless, I sit here alone, but, for what it's worth, right now, I'd just about give anything to have her here next to me. I'd like to hold her until her scars no longer remained. I'd like to let her forget about her troubles and her worries, but in this world, it's not possible. These days, everything seems impossible. There is nothing. There is nothing.

/drunkrank.

Do not rely on others to make your life right. Be content in it alone, then there will be room for others. Plus, with millions of girls out there you may be focusing on the wrong one. (?)

I don't know... As for my Uncle's son, I am sad for his loss, his family's loss. I did not know the boy personally, but my heart aches for a life not used. For the sadness that cannot be repaired.

We all struggle with the hardships in life, especially in our teen years and early twenties. I don't think I started thinking clearly until about 27.

I thank all you guys for caring about me. I do feel a bit guilty. Since no one else could get in touch with my Uncle, I had to give them the horrid news. Guilty, because I felt upset, "Why did I become the messenger?" In the middle of it all I felt sorry for myself, for having to deliver a crushing blow(For it interrupting my peaceful day) . After considering it all, I was glad that it came down to me in the end for I have been closest to my Aunt & Uncle since they moved here last year. Grateful that, even though I hated it, I was the one to break the news.


ON TO OTHER NEWS...
You guys have failed to acknowledge the Jet crash here yesterday. They are still trying to account for all the people in the apartments. And where is Ben? The plane could have had me under it's fire filled belly. It stopped traffic and caused delays for my business.

But I am still here today and hope they find no one lost in the crash scene.

Suzy wrote:

Do not rely on others to make your life right. Be content in it alone, then there will be room for others. Plus, with millions of girls out there you may be focusing on the wrong one. (?)

Honestly speaking, I think anyone who says that they are truly content with being alone are fooling themselves. If I remember correctly, you've said a few times now that you'd be content with it and I have to admit, I've struggled to understand that. The fact that you're very religious makes a lot of sense though seeing as you tend to find most people who turn to God have absolutely nothing else in their life. Religion is a last resort. It's rock bottom. It's basically a false hope where people cling onto a belief that someone out there loves them for who they truly are, but that's a dreadful way to look at things. Everything that comes with religion, all the things that you "feel", those things are synthetic. How can someone you can't even see love you? There's nothing there, sweetheart. Look around, the people you see (if anyone at all), those are the people who love you. Have faith in what you see; have faith in the here and now and have a little less faith in what you believe.

As for myself, I wasn't even referring to being uncontent with being alone. Obviously I'd prefer to share my time with someone else, but I'm used to being on my own now. Most of the time, it's alright. Like I said, it was really just last night that I would've done almost anything to have spent my night with that aforementioned girl. We just got along really well. The only reason I cared so much anyway was because she's truly and utterly unaccessible, so you know how it is. For one reason or another, I only seem to take an interest in girls who are unattainable. What can I say? That's just how I like to roll.

Anysound wrote:

Thank you, Rusty. She is much better now and I've done 3 of my 8 exams. I know I didn't do my best work, and I just know I could've done better... but the teachers said they'll take that in to account. Still, I want to do my best, you know? :/ I just need to find the focus (and the two weeks of studying I've lost...).

No neeeed ^_^
Ohh, I'm so glad your sister is better! It must have been a harrowing experience to see her writhing in pain like that all of a sudden
It's such a relief to learn that it's over!

How is your school work going? Everything alright???

Anysound wrote:

Oh and awhh, that video is lovely. What a clever cat.

Haha yeah lol

Anysound wrote:

Oh and a general message to everyone: Thank you so much for your continued and unbridled support of /care for me. It seems no matter where this forum moves or who is here, you're all completely lovely all the time and have the best of advice and understanding. I really don't deserve it, but I'm thankful for it every day and it means a lot to me.

Oh? And dare I ask why not??


btw Thanks once again for the Ramy thread


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fcukin flu

Rusty wrote:

Anysound wrote:

Thank you, Rusty. She is much better now and I've done 3 of my 8 exams. I know I didn't do my best work, and I just know I could've done better... but the teachers said they'll take that in to account. Still, I want to do my best, you know? :/ I just need to find the focus (and the two weeks of studying I've lost...).

No neeeed ^_^
Ohh, I'm so glad your sister is better! It must have been a harrowing experience to see her writhing in pain like that all of a sudden
It's such a relief to learn that it's over!

How is your school work going? Everything alright???

Anysound wrote:

Oh and awhh, that video is lovely. What a clever cat.

Haha yeah lol

Anysound wrote:

Oh and a general message to everyone: Thank you so much for your continued and unbridled support of /care for me. It seems no matter where this forum moves or who is here, you're all completely lovely all the time and have the best of advice and understanding. I really don't deserve it, but I'm thankful for it every day and it means a lot to me.

Oh? And dare I ask why not??


btw Thanks once again for the Ramy thread


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fcukin flu

^Hope you feel better soon!
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omgwtf wrote:

Suzy wrote:

Do not rely on others to make your life right. Be content in it alone, then there will be room for others. Plus, with millions of girls out there you may be focusing on the wrong one. (?)

Honestly speaking, I think anyone who says that they are truly content with being alone are fooling themselves. If I remember correctly, you've said a few times now that you'd be content with it and I have to admit, I've struggled to understand that. The fact that you're very religious makes a lot of sense though seeing as you tend to find most people who turn to God have absolutely nothing else in their life. Religion is a last resort. It's rock bottom. It's basically a false hope where people cling onto a belief that someone out there loves them for who they truly are, but that's a dreadful way to look at things. Everything that comes with religion, all the things that you "feel", those things are synthetic. How can someone you can't even see love you? There's nothing there, sweetheart. Look around, the people you see (if anyone at all), those are the people who love you. Have faith in what you see; have faith in the here and now and have a little less faith in what you believe.

As for myself, I wasn't even referring to being uncontent with being alone. Obviously I'd prefer to share my time with someone else, but I'm used to being on my own now. Most of the time, it's alright. Like I said, it was really just last night that I would've done almost anything to have spent my night with that aforementioned girl. We just got along really well. The only reason I cared so much anyway was because she's truly and utterly unaccessible, so you know how it is. For one reason or another, I only seem to take an interest in girls who are unattainable. What can I say? That's just how I like to roll.

Religion and faith are quite different. I do not consider myself very religious. I am not a member of a church. I do not wear a cross around my neck. But my faith in a creator is a motivator.

It motivates me to understand this world.
It motivates me to forgive others (and myself).
It motivates me to consider the needs of others.

It has shown me what love really is, a sacrifice of ourselves.

Reading The Bible, the Koran, studying the words of Jesus; has given me an understanding of hope and peace, of joy and love, of patience and kindness.

Being alone, is not alone. A protector, a father, a teacher, a friend is how I look at God.

I have become content with what I have in this life. Grateful for those who share it with me.

I did not always think like this. Heartbreak, anguish, despair, loneliness, anger, filled my life. Yes, I was in the depths of selfishness. The world revolved around me and the people in it continuously let me down.

But to be released from this pain and suffering, changes your look on life.

Strengthened by faith, I am able to face challenges.

To care about myself and others.

Far from perfect I am, far from knowing all,

with forgiveness in my steps, my load is lightened.

That is how I believe without seeing. The change is within me.

xoxo, Suzy

Bekkkka wrote:

^Hope you feel better soon!

Thanks

Bekkkka wrote:

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I think I love you

Rusty wrote:

No neeeed ^_^
Ohh, I'm so glad your sister is better! It must have been a harrowing experience to see her writhing in pain like that all of a sudden
It's such a relief to learn that it's over!

How is your school work going? Everything alright???

It was, and it was horrible seeing her so sick and unresponsive in hospital. It reminded me of other visits I've made to the hospital.

I'm officially on holidays now! I did okay on my exams I think, except for my Extension English one, oh my god. I don't even want to think about it.

Rusty wrote:

Oh? And dare I ask why not??


btw Thanks once again for the Ramy thread


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fcukin flu

Because... I'm just not.

And eee, no problem!

Hope your flu leaves you! Can you believe I've never had the flu (or a stomach bug)?

Anysound wrote:

It was, and it was horrible seeing her so sick and unresponsive in hospital. It reminded me of other visits I've made to the hospital.

Ohh, I know exactly how it feels
But she's alright now??

Anysound wrote:

I'm officially on holidays now!

Yay awesome! Me too
Easter break

oh btw, as one militant atheist said to another, Happy Easter

Anysound wrote:

I did okay on my exams I think, except for my Extension English one, oh my god. I don't even want to think about it.

Ohh, I won't say another word then :S
Congrats on the other ones though

Anysound wrote:

Because... I'm just not.

YES YOU ARE!

or I should rather say, YES YOU DO!! (deserve it)
Ha.

Anysound wrote:

Hope your flu leaves you!

Thankfully, it's on its way out, the beastly thing

Anysound wrote:

Can you believe I've never had the flu (or a stomach bug)?

Frankly, no.
Lucky you!

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Easter Monday is what we call Wet Monday here.
We throw water on each other.
There are hordes of kids prowling the streets throwing buckets of water on people and everything in sight.
Ancient Polish tradition.
Jeez.